Thursday, May 1, 2014

Heartbreak

It feels like watching a flashback in slow motion.You see your lover pulling away. A friend betraying you. A sibling not holding your hand. A mother not smiling. A sister pushing away your hug. Its just not emotional and physical but also psychological and spiritual.All this is heartbreak, a heartbreak of your own because they have gone too far for quite some time now.By the time they realize anything,we will be gone too far for quite long time then. Still !!! We keep hopes. There is always a hope for sunshine,desire for a kiss,longing for someone to return back,aspiration for self improvement,a belief or faith in one self to keep optimism on the top shelf.Have you ever built castles in the air ? Well... Mine,crumbled and shattered into pieces,yet I tried to save the shambles of every relationship. They say hope is a fools paradise. But I will call it a promised land. Always.

All we need is a band-aid for broken heart.Some replacement to fill the space,that place which they used to hold someday. As days pass and by the time we find the replacement for our loss,we paint a happy face and pretend to be fine. We wear those masks of joy just to make this world believe that we are okay,whereas a deep dark saddened face can only express sorrows and lies. Even if you travel with hope into a dark tunnel you will always find a way out.

We make mistakes,we fall,crumble and stand up again and still make mistakes,Some repeat the same where some try to improve.Overall its just a human heart.Lets forgive and keep forgiving. I feel forgiving someone is a purification of soul,a solution for heartbreaks.Yes forgiveness can mend broken hearts.Forgiveness is not easy but it is necessary.There comes a time in everyone's life when we start building castles in air be it family friends or your love someone surely comes and breaks it into tiny pieces and do that coward dance by disconnecting us from their lives.That one coward is present in every friendship. If they feel they did the right thing, courage is to come forward and prove them rather hide their faces under a masked face. Masqueraders!!! In order to forget the pain, to forget someone, to forget about all the months of anguish, we must forgive. If forgiveness does not fall at a proper place then enmity takes place by poisoning our hearts, numbing all the pain and forcing us to be one of them.masqueraders.

We are mere humans who repeatedly make mistakes,break hearts, our hearts break too. We see hope and fall into the pit of expectations,some are cruel some are natural, some act fake, some cheat, some care, some are destructive, vulnerable and really not worthy of forgiveness. Yet learn to forgive and let go of the things what happened even if the transparent linings of pain may remain forever. Shame,blame,disrespect,betrayal withholding of affections damage the roots from which the love grows.love can only survive if the fragments of hearts are healed and acknowledged by forgiving.

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